Enjoying the adobe

I’m at my happiest when I have my hands on a body……………..for a tantra-ssage. Or I am doing something grounding and nurturing, such as helping others, or cooking, cleaning house or watering the yard and garden. I am really pretty basic and live a simple life when I’m home alone. The rest of my life, is pretty glitzy and glamorous on the service. How many women do you know who get paid to travel on the other side of the world for a one hour tantra-ssage? How many women do you know who get to enjoy a bottle of wine in front of a roaring fire with a handsome stranger? Or get to be part of a 3-some like it’s no big deal? My independence has always been important to me, but sometimes I secretly wish I had a partner to share the load. Or better yet, maybe it would be a nice change to be a “kept” woman. Never had that! I might like it too, you never know!

Sometimes I wanna do just normal stuff with a special guy, such as Jerry or Mike S. Watching TV, eating popcorn and cuddling or reading under the covers together. Or going to a movie, shopping, cooking, or out to dinner as a duo. Just being near the one you care about. I miss that in my life. I do almost everything alone and have most of my adult life. Living the life of an escort can be a very lonely existence. It’s hard to have friends. It’s hard to tell people what you do for a living and them understand. They usually aren’t so excepting of you!

Today………….I have enjoyed being a home body. I put the lawn to bed for the fall and watered for the last time, I think. I ran some errands! I worked out with the trainer for the first time in over a month. I know I will be sore tomorrow! I told him I just spent over $2k on my car, and that’s three months worth of training. He is trying to work with me on my budget so I can still continue my program. I’m going to have to cut back to 3 each 1/2 hour sessions per week. At least until I have used all of my prepaid sessions. And I may have to totally cut it out and work out on my own. I am cutting out some of the fluff in my monthly expenses and the trainer is a big one. So are my weekly massages with “A” and getting my hair done and toenails painted! The good news, it has not come to me only eating Top Raman Noodles just yet. That’s when it is really bad for you financially. College days bad. hehe I’m not thinking doom and gloom, but I am trying to be prepared for the worst. My business has definitely slowed down since August, but luckily I still have a fan base and people who care about me! It’s sad and frustrating though………………….I’ve been getting more requests for appointments in Dubai than I have for right here in my home town of Albuquerque, New Mexico! (this is an old post that I forgot to publish, business has picked up in the last 2-weeks)