Mind blowing
It’s been a strange week. Business is absolutely scary dead for me. And you know how I get when I don’t feel like I have anyone around who luvs me. I freak out! hehe
I have not felt well this week either. I’ve had some sort of asthma respiratory issue and am coughing. I never cough. I had a tough time working out with the trainer this morning.
I also need to do more packing. So far I have packed about a dozen boxes. They are moving slow on the new house and I am hesitant to move things over until it is cleaned from the construction process. I think the dust over there is what aggravated my allergies and asthma.
I worked on my new intuitive girlfriend yesterday. She was in a lot of pain. It feels good to help her, even if it is only temporarily. She gave me more good signs of my future. I’m just feeling a little scared right now. It happens to me. Sometimes I feel angst for no reason at all. I just heard from my good friend Mash, in India. He said “Liz, you should not spoil your present, worrying about your future”. He is a very wise and spiritual man.
My friend “A” and I hung out a bit today. We had a nice lunch at the High Noon Restaurant in Old Town. I hadn’t had a margarita in a while and was long overdue. So, I had two!
Tonight I cooked dinner for my friend Jerry. I made an Italian Red Sauce with Sausage over whole wheat pasta and some delicious green beans. We had a nice night on the patio and fun indoors on the lamb skin rug. I had fires going in both kivas, in and outside.
I gave him a mind blowing oral massage. Jerry said it was the most intense orgasm he had ever had. I was able to get him to breath and stay in the moment! I’ll have to work with him more on that. I tell my tantra-sage clients the more they breath the more intense their release will be. But this can be a difficult process for many.
I decided to sleep outside. I hadn’t done that in a while and felt it would probably be my last opportunity at this location. I will miss my courtyard, that’s for sure! Although the new house has many nice touches. It was cold sleeping outside, probably 32 degrees! I needed one more blanket! Nubio luvs to snuggle, but at 8#’s, he doesn’t produce much body heat.
Can you believe Thanksgiving is next week?
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